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in 3 weeks, i will start on a new chapter in life.

its not an easy decision.
being there for 9 months, i've grown accustomed to the environment.
people i know; some bad, mostly good.

part of my decision to leave is largely due to the inefficient retail operations team.
i actually have plans to continue there upon graduation.
but with the huge duration from now til graduation, i feel i couldn't wait any longer.

though i'm ready to submit my notice of resignation, i''m still indecisive about my decision.
am i making the right choice? have i really thought it over?
all these questions play around in my head.


one question makes me think twice on staying..

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over the weekend, there was a huge atmosphere at home.
reason being, man utd was playing liverpool away.
my parents, and yours truly, are liverpooL fans; with my elder brother supporting man utd.

as we all in the sporting world know, well at least soccer, man utd and liverpool are arch rivals going beyond the 90s. thus, this was a much-anticipated match.
well, catching the game wasn't a bother, what bothered me was what happened AFTER the game.


i now believe that man utd fans, and current-manager alike, are so full of themselves.
so much that they can NEVER accept defeat.
they blame everyone EXCEPT their own poor performance.


firstly, like EVERY man utd fan, my brother put on the much-loved man utd jersey while watching the game.
next, he screamed to the teevee, as though either the referee, manager or even the players could hear him.
and lastly, like every man utd fan watching this game, they all left at the 90th minute.

well, i could understand his love and appreciation of the game, donning on the jersey and shouted at the "players". we all knew that he had the traits of a soccer manager *rolleyes*



but what i couldn't understand is the inability to admit defeat.
my brother's "post-match statement" was that the referee was sucky.

come on, everyone makes mistakes. even referees.
so okay, the referee made a few bad calls, all referee does. we all make mistakes, dont we?
what angered me was that he was going on and on about the calls the referee made.
so what? you were actually critic-ing at the referee the entire 90minutes?


i have to admit i didnt believe that liverpool would win the game.
but what i believe is that liverpool are going to stop their losing streak, and who knows this is the game that would flare them up.
looking at the lineup, i still rated them as the second best team, why?
i dunno, but i know one thing; the master tactictian benitez has something up his sleeves.
and that person gave us the win. all hail benitez!

so man utd fans, stop whining(yes, whining; like a girl) that you were the better team but lost because of the few bad calls by the referee.


a few bad calls wont make you lose 2 -0.

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wanted to blog about events this past month but blogger fucked it up for me.
so, just a song i'm into now. meaningful to me(:

the fray - you found me


isaac slade, the voice behind the fray said: -

“You Found Me is a tough song for me. Its about the disappointment, the heart ache, the let down that comes with life.

Sometimes you’re let down, sometimes you’re the one who lets someone else down.
It gets hard to know who you can trust, who you can count on.

This song came out of a tough time, and I’m still right in the thick of it. There’s some difficult circumstances my family and friends have been going through over the past year or so and can be overwhelming. It wears on me.

It demands so much of my faith to keep believing, keep hoping in the unseen.

Sometimes the tunnel has a light at the end, but usually they just look black as night.

This song is about that feeling, and the hope that I still have, buried deep in my chest.”

no matter how much it sucks, i'm still gonna persevere. i know its for my own good.

god, a little bit of help down here please?

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celebrated three birthdays this month!
alex's was celebrated on 10th oct, adeline's and jovina's was celebrated on 15th oct.








and alex's 19th birthday!
sorry couldn't make it for the sentosa trip!





and now i'm dead broke ):

p/s: i wanna go on a holidayyyyy, tsk!

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was bloghopping around despite my busy work schedule and came across kelmo.
this dude plays the guitar really well. the songs are damn nice and meaningful.

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i just dont have the inspiration to blog with all the things that's happening these days.
i admit, some are really great, but some just sucks to the core.

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i havent blogged for a long long time, guess things are just too hectic for me these days.
school on weekdays, work on the weekends; i hardly have time for myself.
though i havent been blogging, i have been blog-hopping alot.

as i read through some old friends' blog, i cant help but remember all those times i spent with them.
heck, i blew it. i know i can never get those friends back.

everyone has their greed for a materialistic way of life.
maybe that maserati car or that 5th avenue house, the new iPhone 3Gs or just that new louis vuitton bag.
i know the materialistic lifestyle i'm living is just a lie, its just a matter of time before this beautiful bubble is blown and i realise i'm just as lonely now as i was then.
sigh. its just great to see how life has its way of manipulating people, hah.

i know i cant have the best of both worlds, but sometimes i just feel very lost.
its like choosing between my mom and my dad; i cant. but at the end of the day i dont feel right with one cause i know i need both.

but now, all i need is you..


p/s: happy birthday eugenia (:

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just a recount..
recently i bumped into my past.
i thought i've gotten over you, but i guess i was wrong.
for days, i thought of you; and it made me very emotional.
but there's always one person who stood by me.
you gave me a shoulder, made me think real hard about life.
harsh words you used, but i'm thankful for that. loves(:

though i think of the past, i know i have to move on.
i gave you time to change, and your time was up.
there's no way "we" can ever happen anymore.
you're just a long lost memory of mine (:






of course, this ain't for my dad.
this is specially, for you.

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