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after what happened last night, i guess i have alot to do.
well, its time i got myself back on track.

thankyou, for that. i guess i needed one.
now its time to make all the wrongs right, beginning with monday.
i'll make that call.

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went to develop pictures this afternoon at 5plus. 100++ pictures, which is just the first batch.
pictures from this semester classmates, some random photoshoots with joe and adeline; the clique, and also some past pictures which brings alot of memories.
why? reason being i want to just keep hard copy of pictures. memories sake? i dont knoww..
perhaps having it physically will have a greater sentimental impact on me.

lets side track a minute...
in the past, cameras were hard to come by so pictures were taken only for special occasions; e.g. weddings, birthdays, anniversaries.
thus there's a sentimental value behind each and every picture.

nowadays, cameras are readily available anywhere; mobilephones, neoprint machines, digital cameras and dSLR cameras.
so cameras are no longer used for special occasions but to capture moments with our loved ones. surely of course, in comes the glam and unglam moments.

one thing for sure, cameras are so widely used nowadays that pictures taken are of low sentimental value; to the extent of at a click of a button, that picture can be deleted.

thus, people take for granted all these pictures.

to me, i guess there's still some sentimental value behind each and every picture that i take.
reason being i dont take pictures often; besides the fact that i'm camera-shy. (ahem!)

flipping through the prints, i reminisced the past. i believe this 100 pictures only vaguely covers what i've been through in the past year or so.

i can only tell one thing from this few pictures - its the same people in each and every picture.
people whom i've really treasured, people whom i really cared about.
but then, i start to wonder what happened since then? why arent we close anymore?
some are due to breakups, others sort of drifted away and formed their own clique.
and then there are others who just went missing.

sighh, i wish we could be just as we were in those pictures..

pictures of you, pictures of me; hung up on your wall for the world to see.
pictures of you, pictures of me; reminds us all of what we used to be.

p/s: i cant believe its been a year.. its so darn fast. i've moved on, rest assured.
its just that one year has passed so darn fast.

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its times like this i seriously need a real friend by my side, one who's not fake.
one whom i can confide in, one whom i can turn to for help.
when everyone's being so goddamn fake towards you, i wonder who's sincere.

as the sem closes, i cant help but think. ALOT.
too much free time i guess. people told me to head out, enjoy, since its the holidays.
most of the plans i had are now like cancelled, and its nothing but either work or home.
either that or i'm heading out to meet up with friends over lunch or dinner.

i seriously feel like chilling out in a nice spot somewhere out of town, cos town is just too over-rated.
like seriously dude, what is there to do in town? movie? lunch? TSK! *rolleyes*
or just chillout with a buddy, a companion. that'll do, i'm not asking for much am i?
but somehow, that's never possible.

perhaps its best now for me to slowly settle down, into a life of my own.
cos living life for others seem to only create more hassle.

i used to prioritise my clique of friends, as they seem to be the only one who knows me well.
but somehow, i think that has never been true.
how many out of ALL my friends really understand what i'm going through? NONE.
how many out of ALL my friends really know me well? NONE.
how many out of ALL my friends are with me now? NONE.
well, i guess its best for me to move on with life than to stick to that circle, god knows how far that clique's gonna bring me.

i'm not badmouthing them, dont get me wrong.
they're seriously a great bunch of friends. we joke together, laugh together, bitch together.

but i guess that's only how far that will go.
i guess they're just not ready for the next phase of their life, one that i wanna move forward to.

trust me; i'll move on, even if it kills me. i will.

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dinner was great! though it was a small group only. i perfer it actually, as it shows the close bond between us.
met up with daniel and fyn, cab-ed to the hotel. confirmed the reservations.
the rest came down soon after, but kinda late. zerling came AFTER eden, wth! haha!
we chatted about last semester's stuffs and also cracked jokes about our work and stuffs.

it was an enjoyable dinner i must say, ate from 6-8.30pm. feeling so fucking fat and bloated!
headed to town for coffee til 10.30, then headed home with zerling, bus-ed home from his place.

this sem's great, seriously. peeps are fun, and open. never has we bitched so openly and still be okay with it. so gonna miss this class, like really miss them.
zerling, my brother from "my dunno-which-mother",with his gay-ass attitude.
fyn, the bitch-able boy. never has he taken our jokes seriously.
jr, unusual sense of humour, but seriously clever dude when it comes to excel. a great bro luh!
jerald, the "ever-so-white" boy! the only guy who's sick of town, heh!
joen, the psycotic girl, but she bitches like a total slut, heh! *peace*
daniel, the NUM ambassador in class. he's NOT gay, mind you!
allan, our old man with a young heart. he's so good at "smoking" facilitators. well, confuse if you cant convince right?

and then there's the facs,
eden, our rich fac. never stopping at helping us at excel. he stays in class THROUGHOUT. that's him.
ervin, our joker fac, he seriously can take jokes. he's so fyn, HAHA!
thomas, the famed smoker fac, always sabo-ed by us to go smoke together. well, he doesnt!
and cheng, the serious but "can-be-a-joker" fac, he's so serious that it's funny somehow.




can i get a class like this again next semester? please, please, please..

just checked LEO!
i'm in E45J! like wth! gabriel and vivien's in my class, not that its a bad thing lah!
joen's in E45L and jerald's next to her, meaning E45M? or E45K? urghhh!!
i want zackkkk!! zacky's not in my class!! )):

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its been a very busy weekend, and to add up to it, i had some run-ins.

well, accusations = baseless assumptions!
i wont bother of whatever that's happening simply cos i dont have to answer to you.
get your facts right before doing what you did. i wont stoop to your level, no worries.

besides that, i've officially gained my entry into that events company!
had their second interview and i went through fine.
while i'm venturing into their security line, i'm gonna try out their music side as well!
no worries, i'm not singing. if i am, i'll turn you deaf! =//
i'm coming out as a DJ lah, yay!

caught the singpore fireworks festival this year!

first day caught it with irene and gang, been so long since i last saw them luh! ): and irene's heading overseas, wth!
anyways, the first day's by the french team, it was cool!

there was sort of like 2, one at the floating platform and the other one's nearby the new Marina IR.

the second one's by the korea team! it was also kind of nice too!


anyways, class dinner's tomorrow, and things arent working out great. but i dont let all this shit bring me down, no worries.
its the last dinner with this semester's class and i'm so gonna enjoy myself, woots!

p/s: to all the classmates who BOTHERED to take their time out to join us for the dinner, please text me for meet up location, thanks and seeyou!

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where is the good in goodbye?

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put down your world, just for one night; pick me again.

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irritating shit! my dad woke me up at 9 cos he thought i have school. like urghhh!!!
so effing tired but i cant get back to sleep! ): worst of all, i slept only at 5am, tsk!

went through my daily list of blogs and i was tagged to do this, like THANKS ADELINE! =="
well, 10 peepes are selected to do this thingy.
do it if you want. i cant get back to sleep so i'm doing it. like _|_ luh, kns!


The person who tag/pass you is?
adelineeeeee (:

2. Your relationship with her is?
knew her when she used to be my buddy's ex.

3. Your five impression of him/her?
1) she's irritating, which is a good thing! (:
2) HATE TWITTS!
3) singleeeeeee! :D
4) short, heh!
5) random!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
awwww~ she came over my place to find me cos i overslept and we were supposed to go out!

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
come to think of it NOTHING, tsk! ):

6. If he/she become your lover you will?
DIE! =/

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
height!

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
wont ever happen!

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
None, never.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
get well soon!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Ballet freak!!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
as if i know, heck it!

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
ehhhh, didnt notice?

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
ALOT, trust me. ((:

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
ideally, i just wanna to be happy.

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them :
loads of love back at ya! :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
They are :
1. jiaxiang!
2. jiahao!
3. cherie ann!
4. fiona!
5. alfred!
6. kiro!
7. joen!
8. verron!
9. winston!
10. weiwei!

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
hah, no one?

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
male, no doubt.

20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
joen and weiwei?! OMG! that'll be interesting. but will NEVER happen :D

21. What is no.2 studying about?
hair fashion design.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
hah, we left friendster comment like last week? last time we chatted in person was on her birthday! ):

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
ermerm, not sure?

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
hah, 3 cute but kinda irritating brothers.

25. Will you woo no.3?
hah, SIAOOOOO!

26. How about number 7?
joen?! nono, we're bitching partners only :D

27. Is no. 4 single?
guess so!

28. What is the surname of no.5?
heh, come to think of it, i wanna know too.

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
sleep? club? school?

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
alfred and winston? dont think so?

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
simei ite

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
no 1? jiaxiang? ermerm..
random, eccentric, "vertically-challenged", funny, outgoing, lovable, smart, creative.
loads of shit luh, just lazy to type.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
hah, NOOOOOOO!!

34. Where does no.9 live at?
sengkang, if 'm not guessing wrongly.

35. What colour does no.4 like?
rainbow! LOL! :D

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
hah, NO!

37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
hah, sadly, NO! :D

38. What is no.6 doing now?
school i guess.




i'm done! tsktsktsk, what can one do at 10am?
i'm beginning to get loads of job offers for this holiday, weeeeee~!!!


lastly,

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chalet, balloons, poppers, cake, bbq, music, movies, bowling and superdog!!

imran's surprise birthday chalet was GREAT! so many people were there and had loads of fun!
but someone ruined the suprise, tsk! still, we had a great time together ((:

loads of effort were put into this chalet to make it a suprise for imran.
coordinated by michaelyong, mingyang and me!
shoutouts to my secondhand serenade brothers who were there; alfred and javier, heh! ((:
peeps who were there include sebas, terry, alvinkino, noel and jared and many more peeps!

will update about this outing when i recieve all the pictures from michaelyong.
thanks to all who made it possible!! ((:

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my internet connection's crazy today, ass! its fucking lag and slow.
my msn's shitty too, cant log in properly. photobucket's laggy. eff starhub!
thus, no pictures today. sorry):

was bloghopping today. came across a blog entry:

To my friends who are Afraid To Confess: Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To my friends who are Still Holding On: A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he/she isn't worth it now, he/she is not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.

this hit me hard. i was so engrossed in thoughts after reading this.

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i've never really got time to sit down and think about what's been happening lately for weeks. school's been a tough one, albeit fun. work's packing up due to examinations. friends come and go most of the time. relationships, never.

i was once contented with what i have; my friends, and my close ones. but sometimes i cant help but think that i've gone to a stage where people are acting so plastic that i've started to be oblivious to my surroundings. friends stick to you so that they can know MORE people and, my close ones are never the same as before. perhaps to you guys i'm just some entertainer, one who you find when you, say, need someone to go out with or to fill in a void.

but somehow, my own void is never really filled. where are you guys when i need someone to go out with? who do i have when i just need some company? nothing, no one.

sigh, its hard being human.

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caught prom night, twice. once with kevin, briano and brian.
damn kevin was screaming in the cinema. and it didnt help that we were sitting in the second row!

short sypnosis: One of the most notorious slasher films of the 1980s returns to terrorize filmgoers with this blood-soaked remake that proves just how horrifying high school dances can truly be. Donna Keppel (Brittany Snow) has survived a terrible tragedy, but now the time has come to leave the past behind and celebrate her senior prom in style. When the big night finally arrives, Donna and her best friends prepare to enjoy their last big high-school blowout by living it up and partying till dawn. But while Donna is willing to look past her nightmares and into a brighter future, the man she thought she had escaped forever has returned for one last dance. An obsessed killer is on the loose, and he'll slay anyone who attempts to prevent him from reaching his one and only Donna.

Who will survive to see graduation day, and what will Donna do when she's forced to confront her greatest fear?

Scott Porter, Jessica Stroup, and Dana Davis co-star in the slasher remake that will have tuxedo-clad teens everywhere nervously looking over their shoulders as they file out onto the dance floor.

caught the second one with these peeps (:


went back to yishun after that. slacked and bitched til the dawn.

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sorry for the delay in posts!
been veryvery busy with school but, yay, finally school is over!!
holidays are in, but i'm feeling a tad sick!):
birthdays are up and more deadlines are coming up.
its the exam periods so tutoring is getting pretty heavy, kiasu parents! so singaporean lor!

lets see, from the last post til now, there's the malaysia trip, younger bro's sweet16th, come clubbing pics, and last day of school pics! 2 movie reviews too! it was eugenia girl's birthday as well! <3!
strangely, there's no national day pics, cos ryan didnt have any national day celebration, heh.
stay tuned! there'll be more entries! will try do do out one by tomorrow night!

nights everyone! ((:

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