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Thursday, December 25, 2008
twain teen

just a short summary of what happened in the last week before i go into the details in the next post:

23rd dec - gathering with my mates! fyn, farhan, jiarong and zacky! dinner and seesha!
24th dec morning - sentosa with rongrong, amanda, eugene and chinho.
24th dec evening - cake waiting for me when i got home after sentosa. awww~~!
24th dec night - countdown in town with chiewhao and his clique. headed to woodlands where i got totally wasted! hahas!

anyways, i got through the war in town clean, LIKE TOTALLY CLEAN! whereas the rest were awesomely foamed, haha! heh. damn, i'm a smart boy. (: pics coming soon!

but the worse of all,
i couldnt head to tiffany's christmas partayyyy!!


tsktsk!
): all programmes clashed.
but all in all, i had great fun.

thanks to those who bought me gifts! really appreciate it.

and there's still 30th dec belated birthday celebration with cherie ann, nurul and naim! so looking forward to it also! (:

though this year wasnt as great, grand or glamourous as last year, i really appreciate this year's celebation more, and thanks to those who wished me.

though i didnt get my birthday wish granted, i was kinda expecting it. cos i knew you were too fucked up for your own good.
so here's to your fucked up attitude and you living the lifestyle of the rich and famous.

cheers! ((:
merry christmas to everyone, enjoy this festive season; because the year's about to end.

ohgod,
i just turned twain-teen!
goddamnit!


end this post with a pic of ryan and chiew hao ((:

note to self: get a new camera. =/

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Sunday, December 21, 2008
in four days..

in four days, it will be christmas. as they say, a season where we spread the love, a season ofgiving, a season to be happy.

believe it or not, i've started giving out early christmas presents. yes. i know its nothing fancy but i hope you people like it (:

reason why i'm giving out early christmas presents is one simple thing, i'll be working on the eve of christmas and the day of christmas itself, which also happens to be my birthday. i'm not looking forward to this year's birthday celebration as i know there's nothing much to celebrate. no countdown in town or shitty clubs, no ton-ing til next morning. so i decided to just, well, work on christmas itself. and based on the information i gathered, working on christmas isnt as bad as it sounds. there's free flow of alcohol and beer in the hotel for everyone, to celebrate the occasion.

this whole year passed by very fast. the first thing i know it was valentine's day. the next thing i knew it was semester 2 and now, christmas. i've went through quite alot this year. i've had my fair share of problems, fun and laughter, and relationship; notice the singularity.

i've experienced it first hand how your own friends and cliques can turn their back on you quicker than lightning. but i've also had friends who went through thick and thin with me. i've had friends who trust and believe in me alot, and i'm very blessed i must say. thank you people for showing your true side to me (:

but i guess the highlight of this year is not the clubbings, or the town sessions or the shopping sprees. the highlight of my life this year would be how i picked myself up when i'm down; emotionally, physically, and financially.

most of my friends know i'm a sensitive new-age guy and yeah, i tend to get quite emotional with myself at times, especially at the end of a relationship. and after 10 months since the last relationship, i'm still treating the scars and wounds. but i know, someday, i'll be that me i've always been.

merry christmas people, enjoy the times with your loved ones; and of course, cherish them ((:

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Monday, December 15, 2008
red, white and brown! and shoes flying at george bush.

caught the new russell peters' live show - red white and brown!
so fucking racist! OMG! if he's having a show here, i definitely wanna catch it!
but i doubt Singapore's censorship board, Media Development Authority would ever allow that to happen..

anyways, there's this video on youtube that shows a journalist who threw shoes at the outgoing President of the United States, George W Bush.
so funny luh, look ay his reaction! gawd!


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work and play.

finally, i've understood how miserable and boring my life is.
everything revolves around work and school now.
surprisingly, i miss work; at least it takes my mind off things.

i hate having one too many off days, it makes me think ALOT, sighh.
i need a hangout buddy, seriously.

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Sunday, December 14, 2008
i'm back live!! ((:

my lappy's back live!
after two months, i finally changed the harddisk; converted the old harddisk to an external harddrive.
gonna update loads of stuff. class BBQ outing at pasir ris. its like so late luh, tsktsk!

work's been real tiring. lost 2 of my 3 off days, came back to work for the remaining 2 days to work like full shift luh, tsktsk!
now that that assistant manager's on leave til next thursday, i'll not have to be on stand by this week, thank god. pheww!
off today and tomorrow, work on tuesday; and another 2 days off. then work til sunday.
when its school week, he wants me to work; now that i'm on holidays, he give me loads and loads of off days, kns!

gotta go down to nuffnang office to collect my prize tomorrow! woots!
HSM 3 vlog competition. it was a 2 years ago video luh, wth!
didnt think i'd have a chance of winning anything. just uploaded it, praying that i'll get selected, hahahas!

ohyea, got a text from tiffany from sales and marketing department this morning, a reminder of the plans for wendnesday.
we're having crabs at ang mo kio followed by a movie at amk hub.
wonder what's the occasion, engagement announcement huh? hahas! she kept on asking us to make ourselves free on 17th.

thursday's the release of the 'n' level results and i'll be accompanying cherie ann down to woodgrove. its been years since i went back to that school, perhaps take a peek luh.

okay, gotta go back and continue burning songs into CD format.
after that going to uncle's place to fix his computer.
anw, reason i'm burning songs into CD is that kongweng wants all my 3700++ songs. wtf!
if i charge $1 per song, i'll be like rich luh, hahaha!

but i'm not as mean as him! HAHA, IN YOUR FACE MR CHAO!


let me live life in seclusion with my materialistic lifestyle.

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Friday, December 12, 2008
shock-ness!

i got the shock of my life for the past few days.
my assistant manager at my company is actually a distant relative!!!
and this person is the last person i want to be related to.
not that its a bad thing, just that i didnt think we could be related; especially in this way.
HAHA! it was a real shocker in the middle of playing bowling.

dinner and bowling with the colleagues for the last 3 days after work - uber fun bonding sessions!
kongweng, tiffany, zhili, vanessa. vanessa's friend, cera was also there.
first time i actually could actually knock off so early that the sun is still up.
department auditing over, thank god. all my suffering has been put to good use.

got my hair rebonded. something i did for myself for my last birthday as well.
guess i'm gonna make it a yearly thing? dunno.
caught up with zhenghao on wednesday.
been 2 years since i last saw him. all grown up, matured. just that he smokes now. tsk.
had lunch with him at northpoint mac. first meal together again in 2 years, sighh.

plans for my birthday is cancelled. i'll be working on christmas eve and christmas itself.
and i'll be working on new year's eve and new year itself also.
it'll be a busy year end for me, hopefully i'll be able to pull through.
though it's not the first time i'm working on my birthday, i really hope that thing i wished would happen will come true.


i really hope you'll call me, even if its one last time.
i miss you, baby.

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Tuesday, December 02, 2008
more updatesss!

these 3 weeks, have been tough; nevertheless fun still.
feeling sick but life goes on.
anyways, colourful characters all around, and akward incidents.

marriage, a sacred ritual between 2 people witnessed by friends and relatives.
where they go through pain as well as pleasure, joy as well as sorrow, sickness and health, poor or wealth; solemnly swear til death do they part.
it hit me hard looking at the bride and groom, mid 30s,

"am i going to be this old when i get married? or will i ever get the chance to walk down the red carpet."
aye.


my birthday's in 3 weeks and i'm still clueless as in what to do for it.
perhaps just lunch with the family or dinner with some friends, cos i doubt my family will put some time aside for my birthday.
as usual, just as they've done for past birthdays. aye, i should just blame it on myself. tsk.

i dont wish to hope for much, because i know it'll just end up in heartache.
but i just wish to hear from you again, especially on my birthday.
perhaps a text message or a phone call from you, and i'll be contented enough.
join me for dinner, and it'll be the best birthday gift i can ever ask for this year.
anything more will be a bonus for me.


loads of friends heading into national service this month, and then there are some who are going to ORD as well.
jonathan ng, your big day's coming (:

and after weeks of working, my hardwork has finally paid off.
hard-earned promotion, and now another journey awaits.
colleagues heard from boss that he has high hopes for me, thus he expects this transition to go through smoothly.

looks like, as usual, more and more people expects more from me each time.
and each time, i'll never fail to let them down, time and again, sighh.


aye, til then, i'll take my well-deserved 4 days break before another week of hectic lifestyle.
happy holidays mates! ((:

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