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its been some time since i posted an entry of a song. so today's that day (:


Simple Plan - I Can Wait Forever

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie
But every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
There's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it (I just can't take it)

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait (I can wait)
I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...






p/s: at times, i really want to forgive you for all you've done and start afresh; but sometimes, i feel you just don't deserve it. it ain't the first time this happened, it happened before we even met.
i've been covering for you whenever people talk shit of you, but now i feel you've really deserved it. for all that you've done to me, i feel this retribution ain't enough for you.
but i'm not a vengeful person; i just want you to change for the better, i really do.
perhaps one day you'll realise it; but by then i hope its too late, too late for remorse, too late for rectifying...

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i get pissed off at myself sometimes when i think back at what i did.
i just dont get it, why i'm willing to go this far.
do i have to succumb to this now? i created my own disaster, sighh.

well recently i've been meeting up with chiewhao after school for dinner and slack awhile with a bunch of his friends.
basically; its dinner, smoke, crap, bullshits time. yeah, that's about all (:

and this is totally unglam-ness, haha! i'm so getting murdered if chiewhao sees this..

well, we were walking around the mall when we saw those small vending machines selling those fake moustache thingys.
trying to be a smart ass, he spent a buck on that piece of shit and played around with it, haha!
heh, smartass! =/

and lastly, that mean evil kuku markcus saw me TWICE in TWO days in school and didnt even say hi!
he even walked past me on the second day! DAO LOR, tsk!

okay, skipping school tomorrow~! i'm so belardie tired.
off to continue chatting on msn, nights world! ((:

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just a short post on how i celebrated my birthday on christmas before i head to bed!
gotta have to wake up at 10am tomorrow! compulsory FYP exhibition, irritatingg~!

anyways, lets skip all the boring part and head to the climax immediately.
the moment the time stroke 12mn, this happened..

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i admit, i'm still using friendster right now.
its a place where i keep in contact with most of my friends, checking out their lives and stuff. because most of them dont blog so i guess its alright if i check them out once in awhile.

but, i've always been facinated at how people can hog onto friendster EVERYDAY.
they read comments and just hop and view people's profiles.
that's still alright, but,


does increasing your number of friends really increase your so called "popularity"?
because if it is; damn, you're so behind time....


my friend requests has been increasing to like 30 odd people and none of whom i actually know.
and i'm amazed at how long they're willing to wait til i approve them. some are like months back luh!

and what's more, people send advertisements of underage and mixedage parties via the comment box.
fuck, as if i'm like not old enough to enter legal age paries.
damn it, they make me feel so fucking old.

i'm not boasting but somehow, i've tolerated ALOT, an awful LOT.

and recently, there's that webcam shit going around.
and seriously,

what's more, people are spreading viruses via the message system.
and based on what i've heard, its not the user who sent it, its some sort of auto-send shit.

i've never been a fan of facebook; and thus, my facebook account has been deactivated for quite some time. but because of this shit that's happening on friendster, i've decided to shift all my stuffs to facebook.

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i've been wanting to update my birthday stuffs but loads of stuffs been happening lately, happy and sad stuffs; aye.

firstly, 5 of my great colleagues were fired at work for shitty reasons given by my selfish big boss. this big boss of mine ought to be shot, literally.

secondly, i am currently on unpaid leave until further notice, just because i smoked in an unauthorised area. _|_ wtf.
like seriously, i wasnt the only one who smoked there luh, everyone smokes there.
i just happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time.
that fucking superior of mine just cant wait to see me out the door, guess he got his late christmas gift afterall, shucks!

thirdly, i'm contemplating working in another department already, but because my boss told me he'll back me up in the current situation, i cant do anything yet, aye.

so lately, i've been slacking alot with chiewhao and the gang.
slacking at rooftop and chilling; just talking craps, but i just hate it when they start talking of dota, totally!

it was joachim's birthday celebration today, and we were invited over to his place for dinner. still a minor so nothing much he can do, haha!

and tomorrow is kong weng's bbq session. looking forward to it, reluctantly though. i'm caught up between work and school now.

life's still in a big mess, but at least i have some kind of stability; emotionally.

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anyways, while i prepare my birthday entry, i'd thought i'd blog before some people start asking me to blog. =/

well, new year eve was a very fun day. basically, chilled out with chiewhao and his clique.
went up to woodlands first before heading off to cityhall.
went directly to marina square first as chiew hao hadn't eaten yet.
met up with more of his friends there, about 15 in total, wtf.

bought the DV cam out today, the one i won on nuffnang's HSM3 vlog-ing contest. (:
anyways, went to walk around to find a good spot for taking the video. basically, a spot where we can all watch the fireworks.

walked from marina square to esplanade, to panpacific hotel, before we noticed that we had only 30mins to find a spot at singapore flyer and at the highway; but the spots were either blocked by barricades, or too packed.

so i ran back to marinasquare as there was only 5minutes left to the new year and i really wanted to catch the fireworks. the rest caught up soon after they needed a break. pussies~ =/

went to the open space, which wasnt really open as its damn packed, marina square's mcdonald outlet. the moment i reached, the helium balloons were released into the sky and the fireworks started. whipped out the DV cam and took down the entire footage of the 7 minutes fireworks display.
didnt regret running around, sweating like shit and with leg cramps to find a spot as i havent been running around alot. (:

met up with chiewhao and the rest, decided to chillout at esplanade. made alot of noise and shits along the way to esplanade luh, hahas!
chilled out with bottles of beer and wild turkey. shuangness~ hahas!
took NR2 back to woodlands and headed to their usual hangout spot at woodlands mart.
chilled at rooftop til 7am, before chiewhao, joe, kelvin decided to chillout at my place; as they wanted to prepare for school reopen on friday.

cab-ed down from woodlands to my place.
we actually chatted about how long me and joe actually knew each other.
its been 2 years, cant believe it luh! 2 years, so fast! hahas.
and we made a pact, to bring out brotherhood to another 2 more years.
if that were true, i'd basically seen him throughout his secondary school life luh, haha!

anyways, back at my place, they watched the russell peters' video, the new one i think.
they laughed so loud luh, wth.
i headed to bed at 9.30 as i really cant stay awake; too tired.
2 hours of sleep and was woken up by chiewhao -.- hahas!

they wanted to tapered their pants at central so chiewhao dragged me out of bed, aye.
headed to central to tapered their pants but had to wait til 4pm so we headed for lunch at the nasi lemak stall.
after that randomly bought a fan, haha! had wanted to buy one but havent got the time.
but since i was there, just walked around and buy one luh, heh!
headed back to my place to rot for 2 more hours.
me as usual, headed back to sleep and AGAIN got woken up by chiew hao. wth luh, hahaa!

they headed to central to get their pants and headed back home. their own places of course! =/
they're so gonna sleep like fucking pigs luh, heh!

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