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Thursday, July 16, 2009
you're just a long lost memory of mine (:
just a recount..
recently i bumped into my past.
i thought i've gotten over you, but i guess i was wrong.
for days, i thought of you; and it made me very emotional.
but there's always one person who stood by me.
you gave me a shoulder, made me think real hard about life.
harsh words you used, but i'm thankful for that. loves(:
though i think of the past, i know i have to move on.
i gave you time to change, and your time was up.
there's no way "we" can ever happen anymore.
you're just a long lost memory of mine (:
Good Charlotte
- Hey Dad -
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart
are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're all right?
but we're all right
we're all right
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
the days I spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
I was so angry
the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there's things I'll take, to my grave
but I'm okay
I'm okay
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
yeah, I'm still alive
sometimes
I forgive
yeah and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
and sometimes
I forgive
and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, I miss you
hey dad
- Hey Dad -
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart
are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're all right?
but we're all right
we're all right
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
the days I spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
I was so angry
the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there's things I'll take, to my grave
but I'm okay
I'm okay
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
yeah, I'm still alive
sometimes
I forgive
yeah and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
and sometimes
I forgive
and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, I miss you
hey dad
of course, this ain't for my dad.
this is specially, for you.
Friday, July 03, 2009
perfect imperfections (:
i came across this TVC over the net.
yea, i know, i'm slow. *rolleyes*
i've been busy with stuffs that i dont watch the teevee so much alright!
love these lines from the TVC (:
"...what i wouldnt give, to hear those sounds again."
"..in the end, its these small things that you remember. the little imperfections that make them perfect for you. "
"..find yourself life partners who are beautifully imperfect..."
"...what i wouldnt give, to hear those sounds again."
"..in the end, its these small things that you remember. the little imperfections that make them perfect for you. "
"..find yourself life partners who are beautifully imperfect..."
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
abby's chalet (:
headed down for abby's chalet at pasir ris last week.
finished work and headed directly down without any extra clothings, wth.
anyways, its a last-minute decision as haouse asked if i wanted to come down.
waited for tonglee at pasir ris mrt then headed together.
reached at 11 plus, and a big group was already there. usual 715 peeps were there too!
they were all like drinking and playing cards.
then went for supper at mac, after that went for bowling!
most of the time were spent between chilling, drinking, smoking and waiting for people.
yes, waiting for people to get out of the chalet! TSK!
headed back to the chalet at round 4plus cause the bowling alley closes at 4.
chatted, drink-ed. slept at about 7, for like 4hrs? yea.
ray, abby.
ray, abby, yaokang.everyone made plans. at round 2, some went for bowling again, some went for brunch, others went for wildwildwet.
me, haouse, xiang, tonglee went for bowling then went for brunch at round 3.
haouse ate some spicysour shit which sucks alot!hahas, what a waste! (:
went back to chalet and haouse slept! like a pig!
at round 5 the bbq stuffs arrived and so did abby's parents.
well, abby told us that we gotta be angels in front of her parents so everyone were like so damn quiet for onceeee!
after eating abby's parents left and the noise came backk! hahas! well, typical of us luh! ((:
we rounded up the bbq at around 8. went up for a shower and grab a corona!
and yes, all along during the bbq, haouse was sleeping still!
went up to wake him up and asked him if he wanted to eat.
he woke up, everyone went out to cheers to buy some stuffs.
stayed in the chalet with haouse cause abby said her cousin's coming.
then they all came down; abby and the rest with her cousin.
apparently; abby's cousin, winnie, knocked the wrong chalet door. =="
winnie came down with her friend james and they brought loads of stuffs.
among those were loads of liquor! scaryy. and james went to buy amsterdam, yucks pleaseeee!
they played card games and i felt like falling asleep.
just as i wanted to fall asleep, they wanted to go eat mac!
no choice went to mac for supper again. that was like at around 2?
ate, then went to the bowling alley to see some pros bowl! scary pleaseeee!
then went back chalet for cardgames. they played alot of games luh!
played indian poker and some other shits!
dont be deceived please, that is not just milk insideee!but i fell asleep soon after they started. too damn tired!
that's how james slept, on the floor.
that's how we sleep, me and haouse.woke up at 9, everyone was preparing to leave.
then while abby was in the shower, winnie took out the cake! durian cakee!
abby's durian cakee!i swear i could hear her scream the moment she got out of the toilet! heh =/
after the cake cutting and eating, we took photos!
slightly formal shot.
candid 1
candid 2checked out, then headed for e-hub! they went to the arcade to playy.
before that, we took photos againnn!
waiting on where to go.
shanyou(:
group shot 1
group shot 2
group shot 3after that train-ed to town as james was going to work and i had to pick up my cheque from gallery.
this happened in the train:
that's bird, LOL please. (:left town around 4, everyone headed home.
reached home, showered, slept; like from 6pm to 9am! shuangggg~! (: