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i just dont have the inspiration to blog with all the things that's happening these days.
i admit, some are really great, but some just sucks to the core.

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i havent blogged for a long long time, guess things are just too hectic for me these days.
school on weekdays, work on the weekends; i hardly have time for myself.
though i havent been blogging, i have been blog-hopping alot.

as i read through some old friends' blog, i cant help but remember all those times i spent with them.
heck, i blew it. i know i can never get those friends back.

everyone has their greed for a materialistic way of life.
maybe that maserati car or that 5th avenue house, the new iPhone 3Gs or just that new louis vuitton bag.
i know the materialistic lifestyle i'm living is just a lie, its just a matter of time before this beautiful bubble is blown and i realise i'm just as lonely now as i was then.
sigh. its just great to see how life has its way of manipulating people, hah.

i know i cant have the best of both worlds, but sometimes i just feel very lost.
its like choosing between my mom and my dad; i cant. but at the end of the day i dont feel right with one cause i know i need both.

but now, all i need is you..


p/s: happy birthday eugenia (:

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